Tuesday, October 04, 2005
GALIT AKO
Una sa lahat I want to say sorry. I'm not thinking logically at this time, I'll admit that. But I'm just really angry right now. And I have a habit of writing angry stuff, instead of taking it out on somebody. Anyway, I would take it out on a lot of somebody after this. Haaay, nakakainis lang talaga kasi eh. Sa totoo lang minsan lang talaga ako magalit, at ayoko talagang magalit kaya lang I really have a lot of angst inside me. Pero pag di ko pa nilabas to, baka maloka na ko. Saka kailangan ko lang pahingahin ang utak at puso ko...
"Plastics"
We're all surrounded with a lot of hypocrites. Yung mga friend ka lang pagkaharap ka, or friend ka nila pag me kelangan sila. You're their friend when they get a lot benefits from you. Pero pag wala na yun wala ka na rin. And worst of all they stab you on your back. Sobra pa kung itaboy ka kala mo wala kayong pinagsamahan. Mga mala anghel sa pag volunteer sa gawain pero they let others do it for them. Press release lang ang pagtulong nila, bawal kasi pawisan. DAMN YOU!
"Feeling"
Feeling beauty looking ugly. Minsan totoo physically ang worst ganun din sa pag uugali. Yung mga sobra makapintas kala mo mga porselana ang mga balat at ke babait. Di lang nila alam sinusunog na sa impyerno mga kaluluwa nila... BWAHAHAHAHA!!!
"Feeling Part Two"
Mga pa importanteng tao at super ke aarte. Ay naku si Lord ang bahala sa inyo, tutal naman feeling diyos na kayo...
"Money Hogs"
Yung mga di makatulog pag na-utangan mo ng konting halaga. Mga sobrang higpit pagdating sa pag share sa money pooling pero ano kayo nauuna pa sa lafangan sa handaan. Di pa nahihiya kahit ala sila share dun. Sobra maka reklamo pag onti lang nakuha nila, as if naman milyones ang share nila noh? Minsan kasi me alam ako na food spree, someone asked what's the sked and is it ok to save some for this person, parang what? Una sa lahat nung ask itong people na ito kung ok sya sa money pool eh super tanggi agad kasi lack of money, but they can juice out transpo money from a very far away place he's been? Not to mention sobra gumastos on the person of his/her dreams pero for a portion of the person's budget for the food spree di makapag share? Again as if 1 taon budget nya nakasalalay dun noh! KALOKA!
"Patay Gutom"
Mga taong sobra humakot ng benefits, wala nang hiya hiya. Alam ko mahirap na ang mundo pero minsan talaban sana ng hiya noh! Ok lang tumanggap ng libre pero yung sobra alamin pa details ng panlilibre para mabiyayaan. Well well, foul na yan. At by the way, any relationship must give and take di ba? Sila puro take side lang. Minsan naman sana mag give side naman sila, beneficial din naman ang side na yun eh... At question lang "GANYAN NA BA TALAGA KAYO KA POOR?"
"Final na... NOT"
Mga taong walang one word, mga taong mga injanero't injanera. Mga super last minute(literally!) mag bago ang isip. Ok lang magbago ang decisions nyo, pero sana naman consider nyo din feelings ng mga taong involve.
"Sana Gets mo na"
Mga taong sobra islower slowest. Sana paminsan minsan lang pero madalas na eh, parang nanadya na. Para tuloy me problema sa pag-iisip. Ok lang sana eh, pero this means you're not paying attention. In other words, wala ka lang paki or in English you just don't care.
"Secret lang natin to... Secrets revealed na pala"
Mga nagbibigay ng secret pero ang totoo marami nang nakakaalam kaw na lang hindi. Mga secret daw pero obvious naman secret nila, tapos magagalit pag medyo napapansin ang so called secret nila... Pede rin sila ang mga nagkakalat ng secret. Eto lang masasabi ko, Chinese proverb ata ito eh - "Three can keep a secret if Two of them are dead" scary nga lang...
"Choosy Balat Sibuyas"
Mga sobra mang-asar pero pag binalikan mo kala mo kung sino naapi. Kala mo kung sinong mamamatay pag tinukso. Me discrimination pa kasi me certain people lang ang allowed mang asar sa kanila. Shala noh? Kelangan ng membership card?
"Perfect Person"
Mga never? gagawa ng mali. Ayaw na ayaw masama sa blame, kahit involve at isa naman talaga sila sa gumawa ng kamalian. Never tumanggap ng pagkakamali. Haler! Di naman ibig sabihin pag nagkamali ka doom ka na for life. Alalahanin lang noh that it actually can make you to a better person saka sana tagal ka na kinuha ni Lord, wala ka nag i-coconfess na kasalanan eh. Basta - "LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES."
"Is there such a thing as your roots?"
Mga taong nakalimot na. Dahil ba mas marami na silang pera? Or probably, they really never consider you as their friend or they just don't wanna be bothered with your kind of people. Whom they suddenly have amnesia on remembering that they used to be these kind of people. Careful lang, pag bumagsak kayo on your current prestige, san ka kaya pupulutin? Sino kaya una mong pupuntahan? Yung mga friends mo ngayon, sana makasama mo sya through thick and thin...
***I'm not saying I'm a perfect person, for quite some time I'm guilty on being or doing some of this things. But I just can't stand it anymore. Just felt letting it out on the open. I won't blame anybody if they curse me on doing this. But then again, I just did this to reveal the truth I know. The truth that it hurts me so much and it actually hurts me first before hurting the people that it might relates to. I do blame myself, cause I expect people to treat me the way I treat them. I realize that I should not expect for that to happen. Or I'm really not doing what do these people deserve? If so, I apologize and I also apologize for my shortcomings. But I do hope they'll consider and understand my opinion. Or better yet tell me, show me the things that they don't like in me. I'll accept your trash talking. I'll accept my truth and God help me, I'll continue or try to be patient and change to be a better person. Better yet a better and real friend...
posted by ewoi at 12:00 AM
7 comments
GALIT AKO
Una sa lahat I want to say sorry. I'm not thinking logically at this time, I'll admit that. But I'm just really angry right now. And I have a habit of writing angry stuff, instead of taking it out on somebody. Anyway, I would take it out on a lot of somebody after this. Haaay, nakakainis lang talaga kasi eh. Sa totoo lang minsan lang talaga ako magalit, at ayoko talagang magalit kaya lang I really have a lot of angst inside me. Pero pag di ko pa nilabas to, baka maloka na ko. Saka kailangan ko lang pahingahin ang utak at puso ko...
"Plastics"
We're all surrounded with a lot of hypocrites. Yung mga friend ka lang pagkaharap ka, or friend ka nila pag me kelangan sila. You're their friend when they get a lot benefits from you. Pero pag wala na yun wala ka na rin. And worst of all they stab you on your back. Sobra pa kung itaboy ka kala mo wala kayong pinagsamahan. Mga mala anghel sa pag volunteer sa gawain pero they let others do it for them. Press release lang ang pagtulong nila, bawal kasi pawisan. DAMN YOU!
"Feeling"
Feeling beauty looking ugly. Minsan totoo physically ang worst ganun din sa pag uugali. Yung mga sobra makapintas kala mo mga porselana ang mga balat at ke babait. Di lang nila alam sinusunog na sa impyerno mga kaluluwa nila... BWAHAHAHAHA!!!
"Feeling Part Two"
Mga pa importanteng tao at super ke aarte. Ay naku si Lord ang bahala sa inyo, tutal naman feeling diyos na kayo...
"Money Hogs"
Yung mga di makatulog pag na-utangan mo ng konting halaga. Mga sobrang higpit pagdating sa pag share sa money pooling pero ano kayo nauuna pa sa lafangan sa handaan. Di pa nahihiya kahit ala sila share dun. Sobra maka reklamo pag onti lang nakuha nila, as if naman milyones ang share nila noh? Minsan kasi me alam ako na food spree, someone asked what's the sked and is it ok to save some for this person, parang what? Una sa lahat nung ask itong people na ito kung ok sya sa money pool eh super tanggi agad kasi lack of money, but they can juice out transpo money from a very far away place he's been? Not to mention sobra gumastos on the person of his/her dreams pero for a portion of the person's budget for the food spree di makapag share? Again as if 1 taon budget nya nakasalalay dun noh! KALOKA!
"Patay Gutom"
Mga taong sobra humakot ng benefits, wala nang hiya hiya. Alam ko mahirap na ang mundo pero minsan talaban sana ng hiya noh! Ok lang tumanggap ng libre pero yung sobra alamin pa details ng panlilibre para mabiyayaan. Well well, foul na yan. At by the way, any relationship must give and take di ba? Sila puro take side lang. Minsan naman sana mag give side naman sila, beneficial din naman ang side na yun eh... At question lang "GANYAN NA BA TALAGA KAYO KA POOR?"
"Final na... NOT"
Mga taong walang one word, mga taong mga injanero't injanera. Mga super last minute(literally!) mag bago ang isip. Ok lang magbago ang decisions nyo, pero sana naman consider nyo din feelings ng mga taong involve.
"Sana Gets mo na"
Mga taong sobra islower slowest. Sana paminsan minsan lang pero madalas na eh, parang nanadya na. Para tuloy me problema sa pag-iisip. Ok lang sana eh, pero this means you're not paying attention. In other words, wala ka lang paki or in English you just don't care.
"Secret lang natin to... Secrets revealed na pala"
Mga nagbibigay ng secret pero ang totoo marami nang nakakaalam kaw na lang hindi. Mga secret daw pero obvious naman secret nila, tapos magagalit pag medyo napapansin ang so called secret nila... Pede rin sila ang mga nagkakalat ng secret. Eto lang masasabi ko, Chinese proverb ata ito eh - "Three can keep a secret if Two of them are dead" scary nga lang...
"Choosy Balat Sibuyas"
Mga sobra mang-asar pero pag binalikan mo kala mo kung sino naapi. Kala mo kung sinong mamamatay pag tinukso. Me discrimination pa kasi me certain people lang ang allowed mang asar sa kanila. Shala noh? Kelangan ng membership card?
"Perfect Person"
Mga never? gagawa ng mali. Ayaw na ayaw masama sa blame, kahit involve at isa naman talaga sila sa gumawa ng kamalian. Never tumanggap ng pagkakamali. Haler! Di naman ibig sabihin pag nagkamali ka doom ka na for life. Alalahanin lang noh that it actually can make you to a better person saka sana tagal ka na kinuha ni Lord, wala ka nag i-coconfess na kasalanan eh. Basta - "LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES."
"Is there such a thing as your roots?"
Mga taong nakalimot na. Dahil ba mas marami na silang pera? Or probably, they really never consider you as their friend or they just don't wanna be bothered with your kind of people. Whom they suddenly have amnesia on remembering that they used to be these kind of people. Careful lang, pag bumagsak kayo on your current prestige, san ka kaya pupulutin? Sino kaya una mong pupuntahan? Yung mga friends mo ngayon, sana makasama mo sya through thick and thin...
***I'm not saying I'm a perfect person, for quite some time I'm guilty on being or doing some of this things. But I just can't stand it anymore. Just felt letting it out on the open. I won't blame anybody if they curse me on doing this. But then again, I just did this to reveal the truth I know. The truth that it hurts me so much and it actually hurts me first before hurting the people that it might relates to. I do blame myself, cause I expect people to treat me the way I treat them. I realize that I should not expect for that to happen. Or I'm really not doing what do these people deserve? If so, I apologize and I also apologize for my shortcomings. But I do hope they'll consider and understand my opinion. Or better yet tell me, show me the things that they don't like in me. I'll accept your trash talking. I'll accept my truth and God help me, I'll continue or try to be patient and change to be a better person. Better yet a better and real friend...
posted by ewoi at 12:00 AM
7 comments